Sunday, March 20, 2011
I doubt anyone actually bothered to visit this old rusted blog of mine. After all, they probably knew that i'm a lazy person whose too lazy to update :P hahaha. Anyway, that's not the point. There are a few occasional times that i will reflect a lot on the day and during such times, i will feel a little down. These usually happen when i woke up from an evening sleep. Today's night is such a day.
You know, i have NO IDEA why i feel so tired recently and this is especially after i started work. It is NOT a psychology problem. lol. Though maybe it makes up a small part of it :P I have been sleeping very early for work to ensure that i have sufficient energy to last the whole of next day. It is not working. Somehow towards the end of the week, i became very very very lethargic. Maybe it's because my weekends are usually so packed and i felt even more tired after that(Not forgetting that i go swimming every sat) Maybe, i should give myself a short break. Anyway, it shouldn't be much of a problem since my work ends next thursday :DDD HIP HIP HOORAY!!!!
Ah.. But there are always two sides to a coin. There are down sides of me ending my work so soon. I won't be able to enjoy the company of my working colleagues anymore Namely, Amanda and Poh Ying. They are without a doubt, the ppl who brighten my boring work life everyday. Without them... I don't even want to think about it -.- My department working colleagues are pretty nice too(except my boss) and i had just started to really warm up to them.. only after like about a month :P lol. But besides the social factor, there's pretty much nothing left for me to want to stay working any longer. LOL. However, it is God's grace and faithfulness that i had such a good working environment. I mean I considered myself really lucky and am thankful that i landed myself in this job. No regrets. But loads of complaints( Thanks Jiayin and Vanessa for listening to my complaints everytime <3)>
Random thought: I felt like such a spoilt brat today. I've grown so much but yet remained the same. Now that i think about it, maybe it's not so much of a bad thing. It is good for Leong Jia Min to mature but nonetheless have elements of Leong Jia Min inside her :))