Sunday, March 28, 2010

This picture was taken in 2007 which is 3 years ago. I actually took this from friendster... Hahaha! I've grown so much since then.. :) Both physically and mentally and spiritually.
I was telling myself that i must blog today. Because today is a very special day. The day that i first led worship, 28/3/2010. It was an incredible experience. I enjoyed it thoroughly though i was quite stress in between. And GOD is really faithful to see my team and i through. Even though everything was pretty last minute, everything just flows nicely on sunday worship :') Incredible? Yes, VERY.
As i was looking back on the sat practices and actual worship on sunday, i concluded- it had been fun :DDD
But what impacted me most(besides God's faithfulness) is the encouragement and support from others today. Every support is making me less anxious(it is super impt to me because i have stage fright). Every comment and msg is making me realise something. That i am growing.. growing.. growing... Im no longer the brat i was. Okay, maybe i still am but i improved for sure. HAHAHA!!! This year i had taken on so many more roles that is letting me experience something new. Every role seems to be reminding me that i am growing up and im able to take responsibility and lead now. Of course i am still learning and improving. I hope i dont sound egoistic because that definitely wasnt my intention :P I am just happy... really happy. So happy that im smiling when i think back about everything recently.
Most importantly i hope that i will continue to grow closer to God.. everyday. I find happiness and hope in GOD and fellowship, do you? I dont know. But i do. Of course those aren't my only sources :) But everything originates from God. He is the one who provided the sources for me to find happiness from.
Actually there are so much more things that i want to say but i just couldnt put it in words well enough to bring my whole feelings across because my vocab is limited. I shall just end with this sms that hits me like a bus today. Just part of it though.
Btw thx man u kinda led me into these serving stuffs starting tat time u look for facilitators.
Just as others look out for me and give me the opportunity to serve, i must learn to look out for others too because i know that there are many out there who are waiting to be approached.