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Hello. My name is Leong Jia Min. I have a christian name, Esther. Welcome to my blog =D

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Monday, November 03, 2008

With regards to my previous post, Im sorry. Not to anyone but to God and Keep Fit For Christ. Personally, i really struggle about apologizing. It takes a lot of my courage. But i cannot only think of myself as im in the KFFC commitee. So hereby, i say: Sorry. But personally, Zi Teng i would appreciate it if u tell me this in private and not publicly on the blog. Thank you.

Personally, i am not a good christian. Be it in the past or present i have never been one. But im trying because i know i should! And to say the truth, i have been trying really hard in the recent time especially this year. Whether others see it or not, this is the truth. The PSP incident has led to many unhappiness between my dad, the seller and I. And i mean MAJOR Unhappiness. Thus, this incident really make me so furious that i could no longer control my temper and swear. This is not an excuse for myself. But frankly speaking, i find no words that could better mean how i feel at that point of time. And even now, i still think so. But i will definitely refrain as much as i can. If i could, i would choose to not use it. Humans have two sides. The good and the bad. Im just the type to show my badness in a more open way and of course, many will find it rather offensive and wrong. But do not forget, many hid their bad in them just in a more secretive way. Im not trying to find faults but its a fact. I do not like hiding my bad side. I just chose to be more open about it compared to others. But when i know i did wrong, im willing to change. Of course, it largely depends on whose the person. If its friends who did it out of genuine concern for me, im on all ears. Just like Priya who always ask me to do the right thing, just like Sharon who always teaches me to do the right thing, just like Desmond and Desiree who always ask me not to pon this pon that. hahaha. Let me tell u people, i hear every word that u said. And i remember it as far as i could. Even when i appear ignorant, fact is im listening because i know u people care. This includes many like Serene, Shumei, *JY(special since shes my sister lol), Vanessa and so many many more. Definitely this attitude has make me a more positive person. Happy go lucky. hahaha. Of course, nothing is entirely right. Nothing is. Except God. haha. Cheers people. Tmr is maths exam!! HELP!!!