Saturday, September 01, 2007
Im so jealous!!!!! Jealous of my sister!!!! T.T She received a nice package from AUSTRALIA. From her FRIEND in Australia studying (boy of course). In it, was her FAVOURITE DREAM BOOK ECLIPSE. Which cost expensive since the soft cover of the book is not even out in Spore yet. Think the whole package is about 30 bucks. Omg. I mean the friend is like super nice or what? or super rich? lol. Bwah!!!!!!!!!!!! *jealous jealous* Nobody ever did something so romantic or surprising stuff like this for me :( Why am i so unlucky??? I wan gifts!!! hahaha. Im materialistic. heex. Oh well, im happy for my sis. Its her dream book after all! haha. And i learn that i should cherish my friends more. Shucks. i realised that im one hell of a lousy friend. Im always not there. Im always forgetting birthdays. Im always replying messages slowly. Im always saying mean stuff all the time. I always back out on outings last minute. I like to emo on outings. Seriously, who am i to receive presents when i give none? Dont give me presents k if i didnt give u one. lol. I will feel really really guilty and bad .... Hais. Sorry. I shall change for the better. Hey! Im being emo again! And today is supposedly quite a happy day for me! The mission trip training was quite fun and interesting! I learn a lot! haha. Qingwen is a good teacher! And yes, we watched 5 minutes of the movie 300! LOL! Interesting and really.....graphic bloody? haha! Went Yoshi to eat. All by myself. Independent huh? haha. Actually i enjoy being alone sometimes. Gives me time to think. Too much outings can get me crazy. haha. OH!!!! Today is a SAT NIGHT. And im staying at home. IM A GOOD GIRL!!!!! haha. Guess the outing tmr should make it up yeah? haha! :D Cant wait!!!!!!