Thursday, August 23, 2007
Gosh. Im like seriously PMSing or wad. Or just being wierd. Even though i guess thats the way i am. lol. And i stink today. Have no idea why. I keep smelling myself and i almost faint. lol. Oks, so thats a bit exaggarating. haha. Anyways, this week has been a terrible week. I want some encouragement from U!!!! But u dont even know the state im in now. Stress and miserable. Im drifting apart from my MI close friends.. i dont know why. I just dont feel like talking. I feel like im not a part of them anymore. And the worse thing is i dont mind. Its not that i dont cherish them or something. I do. I do love them! And i know they love me too! :) But this whole week i think i have been keeping mum or shooting unpleasant stuff to them. I dont know whether if they noticed. lol. Im sad. Really sad. There's so much stuff going on, and im like depressed, emo somehow. I kept listening to sad songs. Luckily, today was a better day. Cause STANTLY just msn me through my phone! Man, am i glad to chat with him!!!! Really glad! haha. He's so funny la. STANTLY IS A BEN ZHU. lol. I love him to bits!! Dont take me wrong, he's my close china bud! :D haha. I must be pretty nuts to get interested in a book. Meg Cabot Princess Diaries. Even though i like know the ending. But i must say that the book is way different than the movie!! MAN, movies really lead people the wrong way sometimes! lol! Ohh!! Did i mention that there's a class debate today? haha. I totally like screwed it up. Im one of the debators :D heh. The topic given to my group doesnt interest me much. So i just shut up right after i present my stuff. Sorry people. lol. Anyways, there's so much better debators in my class. haha. But after the debate, i was SUPER EMO. And i dont know for wad goshdamn reason. Hais. This week is terrible. Save me SOMEONE!!! I WANT TO GO CHINA FOR GOODNESS SAKE.